On the night before my
63rd birthday I was given a dream. A dream that filled me with such beauty
and happiness that it forever changed my life. Three weeks before this
dream, I heard Baba singing the Gayatri for the first time. In hearing
that, Sri Sathya Sai opened my heart, and for the next three weeks I cried
and cried and cried. I cried until there were no tears left, I cried with
joy and the most intense love I have ever felt in my life. I am sharing
this dream, very different that so many of the beautiful dreams of Swami,
but no less powerful. Om Sai Ram.
In the dream I am far away from the Pacific Northwest Shining Mountains
where I currently reside. I am at the ocean and it is very warm, tropical.
It is my birthday, and I am 63. I see hands offering a gift to me. It is a
baby elephant. I am instantly overwhelmed with love, again tears running
down my cheeks. (I, both in the dream and waking state, have no knowledge
of Gita.)
The elephant has the ability to change her size. She can make herself very very small,
so that I can carry her around, or very very large so that she can carry
me around. In her eyes there is incredible depth and love for me. I carry
her around on the beach and hold her very very close to me. My heart is
very big with the precious love that I feel for this incredible gift. Then
she becomes full sized, and we are playing in the water. She fills her
trunk with the ocean and washes me with it. She lays down and I climb on
her back and up we go. I am so filled with bliss in this dream. In the
next scene we are rolling and playing in the sand, laughing and completely
at peace with each other. This is when I awaken and I know that something
very wonderful has happened. Later, while on the computer, looking for new
photos of Baba, I hear in my heart, my very filled with love heart, open
these photos. I do, and there is Baba with Gita, and Gita is the elephant
in my dream. One could never mistake those exquisite eyes, not in Gita,
not in Baba. It has been a year now, since the opening of my heart on that
day when Swami sang the Gayatri, another birthday is coming, and my love
for Saima continues to grow. I share this precious gift with all of you in
gratitude for what you all share with me. Every morning I open these
wonderful stories and they begin my day is the most positive ways.
Thanking you all, your sister in Bhagawan.
P.S. I wish to
especially thank Usha Sridharan for her wonderful story
ARE WE THE CHOSEN ONES. I never would have
thought for a moment about accepting Gita as a gift, never did in the
dream.
Source: Submitted to SBOI group
by Strongwind
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